I Quit!

I'm neet to join the group FINALS: F*ck, I never actually learned (this) sh*t. But, see, I did. And that's the sad part. Because I can't recall it. Expletive. But I quit for the night. I finished with organic chemistry today - I studied when I woke up, after maybe five hours sleep, and then I took the exam, I don't really care how I did (I get numb when I think about it). And then I came back to my room with some food. I didn't realize that I hadn't eaten anything before the exam until my stomach started growling as I started the exam. So, I finished the exam, bought a sub, came back to my room, and watched some show on National Geographic about the Kursk - the Russian nuclear sub that sank in the artic sea, resulting in the deaths of 118 souls inside. It was very depressing and sad. I really feel bad for the men who lost their lives, and for the loved ones they left behind - I hope nothing like that ever happens again. But the show was very interesting - all about the recovery of the submarine - what it took just to get to it, and then to bring it to the surface, and try to figure out what went wrong. And then I turned off the telly and dived into microbiology. I'm about one quarter through. Whoopee. Note sarcasm. I just want to cry or bang my head into a wall and then cry. But I'll reserve that for tomorrow night. Now, I need a shower, and some Love Actually. And I am actually somewhat happy- I had two phone calls today. They may have been brief, but they were from two people who are very important to me, so they made my day. And now, adieu. I must rest.