Almost there...

Tomorrow, I'll take my final for forensic anthropology after a hurried and frantic review of all of my notes when I wake up. And then, I'll commence the final study for my dreaded class...La pesta negra. I'm worried, but in a hollow sort of way...like I know that I have until tomorrow to worry about it. But come tomorrow, I will be frantic and I will be scared and I will be sorry that I didn't sacrifice the time I spent studying for other exams to this one. I'm already scared, but I am determined that I will not let that class get to me. If I fail the final, I fail the final. If I make a fifty on the final, I'll make a B in the class. If I make a 60 on the final, I'll get a B+. But looking back over everything, I realize that there is so much that I have to go over that I may have to settle for a 25 on the final, giving me a C in the class, just because there is so much to review and basically relearn. I hate this material...it does not interest me in the least so the only way I can make myself pass the test is to memorize all that I can. I'll review my old tests and then the review questions My professor posted, and then I'll pray and try not to cry. Seriously, I am already on the verge of tears, but I am rejoicing in the knowledge that it is almost over. After friday's exam, I'm going to start dismantling my room and then maybe order a pizza or some chinese with the money I got from selling back my physics book (yes, I sold it). And then come saturday and sunday, I will do my best to study hard for organic, because it looks like organic and spanish will be the only classes that I make A's in this semester. But, que será, será. I'll just have to live with the consequences. I don't think that I will be taking as heavy a load next semester...I'm already considering dropping spanish phonetics and just sticking with five classes instead of six. Anyway, I still have one chapter left to read for Forensics and then it's off to bed (with the TV on mindless programming). Wish me luck, or at least let me know that you all still love me even though I'm really bummed and scared about my exams.