I'm taking a break from my studying to try and release some tension. I've been perfectly happy all day, and then I decided to give my Dad a call a little while ago. Suffice it to say I had a big brush with reality and the depressed Jessica is going to be here for a little while. Sometimes I just feel so helpless - I can't do anything and I can't think of a solution. I can be a shoulder to cry on, and I am, but other than to offer comfort, I am at a loss as to what to do. There are certain people who mean so very much to me that to see them in any distress, let alone this much, sends me over the edge. I find that I can't say too much more on this topic. I really shouldn't be allowed to blog at night - I'm usually not like this, I swear! I have so much to be happy about and there is so much that I am excited about, so much that gives me a warm, fuzzy, cared-about feeling. El ser humano es ser humano. I need a hug.