Hi again

Yet again I find myself looking at a blank screen wondering what to type. The problem this time is that I have so much to say and I have no idea where to start.

• Should I start with all the bruises and aches and pains I have from getting thrown to the ground time after time in self defense class, or should I start with my last quiz in sociology that I just so happened to ace?
  
• How about how worried I am about my first exam in sociology - a six page essay - that I thought was easy, but everyone else thought was hard? Did I take too much for granted and miss something in the essay questions, or is it just that I'm good at writing?
  
• How about the fact that I've been avoiding calling home because I'm afraid of what could be happening at home?
  
• Or how about how I finally looked up this weird, nuisance of a condition that I have and I've found out that basically, I may never ever be able to get rid of it?
  
• What about the fact that I spent my Friday, this Friday, going to class, tutoring, and then studying, until eleven?
  
• How about the fact that I have so much to do in this next week - study and take my genetics exam, write some sort of paper, and then study for my chemistry exam that I'll take the week after, all so I can go home.
  
• How about the fact that I'm willing to work until after ten every night the next week just so I can go home?
  
• What about the fact that I get to register for classes in three weeks for next semester, which means I have to meet with my advisor and tell her again that I haven't looked at any internships or research opportunities and that my interests in my future have not only not become any clearer, they've also spread out into murky and uncharted waters?
• How about the card I've been making for the past three weeks that I'm now chickening out of giving it to the person I made it for because I don't want to be too sentimental and too overbearing and too clingy and send them running as fast as they can in the opposite direction?
  
• How about the fact that I've been reading Cyrano de Bergerac for the past two weeks and enjoying it immensely? Did I mention that the book is in French and that I don't speak or understand French?
  
• Did I mention how Gerard Depardieu has just become one of my favorite actors, and has been placed in my hotties folder?

How about I just leave everything as I've written it above and not choose somewhere to start, only somewhere to end. Like...here.